Embraced Solitude

I sit here embraced by darkness,
feeling emptiness so close
as was it my name,
and the agonizing loneliness,
as were it home of my blood and vein's
but yet nothing is as close or dwelled - as you.
I close my eyes,let it rain, let it storm
blast of bliss around me,
bid it to deprive me
If it may capture me as deeply
chain me as eternally
rapture desires as infinite - as you
No quake can move -
no darkness can hide -
no tears can find me -
in the same embrace - as you
No pain can make me die
in any of those beautiful of ways - as you
I am locked within -
my soul is fallen -
and I end in all these ways - with you

I fall apart
my love
close
my eyes
when I die
hold me
my self
apart
i can no more
my heart
is dying
everything
is black
torn apart
painting blood
on these walls
from my heart
in shatters
falling falling
crushing to the ground
hold me
kill me
pain hear me
everything
is dying

Ni from Nioreh

Death to the beauty Anima
dead beats upon her soul
her ballet flee over graves this night 
she will never return home
He is satisfaction,she is fire
she is fatal and her lover is faith
stolen her soul, all she aspire
burn in her veins keep her so cold
kissing her so bloody alone


Ni from Nioreh 
my love, my life 
is yours

..of prey..

Exile love that dawned old

hour before evening

I has flew the barren abode 

With solely wounded blot

scarred void of time's doom

desolate longing wrought.

Arteries ran in shattered blight art

desiring but,vitriolic every cuts

to beat amends upon my heart

across the way my pain 

became your route atonement

until i could not love again

To hold

What could love, else than betray, 
In all the words forgot to say, 
in all my words, you touched within, 
to source only wounds to live, 
left to hate my wished to give
My love astrayed in bitter deeds
berth to die in my own deeps 
and pain will leak between the stone
and fade my grief and soon be gone
And waters flow to cure me cold
for that hart i was alone to hold
away from all you never did
and all my own words, you bid
I never lost one day afar in love
to ever last one life with love
my strength was frail, to vow
for wager lane can non bestowe
to cradle just deprive
left with sole hate alive
My love to burn in barren deeds
veiled in traits to bleeds
but pain will bleach your home
faint my love to soon be gone
and winters robe what's cold
That hart I been void to hold